i want it back

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we have such a beautiful connection, michael, and it’s something so special and so incredible – i cannot figure out why we’re leaving it behind. but like you said, i probably stopped fighting because you did. it makes no sense. as good as we were when everything else was so, so horribly wrong, i cannot begin to imagine us when we take our time and do things the right way. i don’t want to walk away but i’m being forced to. i need you so close, but so far away at the same time. i want you to see my heart so badly.